I'AM SHOCKED IT HAS BEEN 8 MONTHS. THERE IS WAY TO MUCH TO UPDATE MY FOLLOWERS ON!! U ALL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I ASK THAT U ALL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR A LIVE DONOR KIDNEY. MY ORIGINAL DONOR I THINK IS STRUGGLING WITH HER ORIGINAL DECISION BECAUSE SHE HAS BECOME A NEW MOM.THERE WILL BE NO HARD FEELINGS IF SHE SAYS NO. MAYBE WITH TIME SHE WOULD BE OK WITH IT! REGARDLESS SHE WOULD HAVE TO HAVE A REPEAT BLOOD TEST BECAUSE WHEN MY SON WAS CHECKED HE A COURSE WOULD BE A CANIDATE BUT BECAUSE I HAD 8 BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS AND COULD OF AQUIRED ANTIBODIES THAT WOULD FIGHT HIS ORGAN THEY HAD TO MIX OUR BLOOD AND THERE WAS AN INSTANT REACTION. IT HAS BEEN DETERMINED THAT I ONLY HAVE A 19% CHANCE TO FIND A DONOR. I FEEL DOWN A LOT.DIALYSIS IS NOW 4X'S A WEEK. THATS MY LIFE OR SO IT SEEMS. PLZ CONTINUE TO KEEP MYSELF AND FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS. THANK U AND GOD BLESS. I WONT GIVE UP ON HIM!!